How did my online persona started

Most of you will definitely wonder how does this, I mean the Leobabelicious on MySpace started. Well, this is the story.

It was 4 years ago, around halfway of 2005. I was just a normal gurl at that time, a VERY normal girl, nothing much to tell u about. Skinny, unattractive, not fashionable at all. I even go to work in baju kurung, daily. There is no way u can see me in all these up to date clothings.

This all changed when Papa came into my life. Let me tell u a bit about this partner-lover-bestfriend-counselor that I have been in a relationship with. He is what we call a normal guy at first, with decent Chinese looks that he inherited from his mum’s grandmother who is a Nyonya. I met him the first time online, on MySpace itself, when i was having another page just to look for friends, and believe me, i dun have much guys looking at me at that time. I think the maximum amount of friends that i had on that profile is 50, and nearly all I i added on my own, not they added me. Owh, maybe you guys will start thinking, was i sexually active at that time? Well yeah, I was. But it has been a mundane sex life if i may say so myself. At that time, I was having a weird relationship with a Chinese guy, lets call him O. O was my colleague at my old workplace, where we got close together and I kinda fucked him the first time out of curiousity, and it was not bad. So which part was weird? Well, we dun really show our affections at the office, we covered it as if we can get into ISA if the news broke out. But on weekends, he will come to my parents’ place, pick me up, bring me shopping for what I need, and then bring me home, and we’ll have sex together. But apart from that, nothing. Nada.

So when one day I kinda asked Papa out for lunch nearby my workplace and he said yes, I was not expecting anything more than normal lunch and get to know each other session. Well, from that moment on, I was smitten by his humour, sincerity and all the other stuffs I saw from him at that time. And it has not gone sexual yet at that time. But I already know, that I’m going to fuck him at least once to find out if he is the ONE, the soulmate I’m looking for all these time. And that moment really came about a week after that. In between that, we were already trading sex jokes, kinda petted a bit in the car, and he was adamant that he gets to kiss me everytime after lunch, to see how a laksa aftertaste tastes in my mouth, and I think that is weird, but adorable. And somehow, I came to a point where I dun mind him touching my boobs everytime we kiss, coz its like the first time ever a guy got a liking for what I have on my normal body, well to me it is normal. And I bet everybody else will also agree to that if they saw me 4 years ago.

I think I’ll skip the sex part for now, will do it later if there is sufficient ppl reading it :D

Back to Leobabelicious’s history

So after a few months where I’ve dumped O and headed for the blissful life with Papa, the sex life was great, we fucked everytime we got, going for hours sumtimes ( current records is a secret, but its more than a few hours, and its not slow humping U see) , but there was one thing missing. I felt left out when we were hanging out at public place, parks, etc. Left out in what way? Well, I was still going out unfashionably, I think my best outfit of the day is always a cardigan top with jeans. Really lame rite? Being who he is, my Papa who used to do some modelling a few years back noticed sumthing wrong with me, exactly what I felt the first time we went out in public together. One fine day he asked me ‘ Are you comfortable with who you are and what you are NOW? ‘ and guess what was my reply to him? Not at all. He asked me what was it in me that I found lacking? I said, nearly everything. The next question was more shocking. ‘ U want me to change u and make people notice U at the very least?’ and I immediately said yes, and lastly he asked me ‘ Would U do anything to get that ? ‘ and again, I said YES without batting an eyelid. For me, he is trustable, and what he’s gonna do is going to make my social presence better, so i went for the ride of my life.

First things first, Papa asked me what do I saw that is making me feel being not on the same par with other girls, and I told him, it’s my figure. Immediately, he asked me to strip naked (at this time, I have not been fully naked all the times with him, just during sex, and we were too busy fucking to notice each others’ flaws ) and started to examine my body. From what he deduced, I do have a good body, but its just that I’m too shy to show it off. I disagreed, saying that its just bullshit, maybe its him trying to get me to be naked more around him. U guys know what he did? He offered me a bet that I can’t refuse at all. What was the bet? Well, it involves taking a pic of me in my lingerie (the ones he bought for me at that time, not the crap I was wearing B4 that, which was really crappy) and posting it on MySpace, and we’ll judge the responses and comments that we got from there on for a month, and we can see whether I have a good photogenic body or not. If he loses, he will just be a normal boyfriend, no more crazy stuffs to do together. If he wins, I’ll be his, Forever.

So what was the verdict at the end of that one month? I’ll let u be the judge one more time and U can keep wondering who won and who lost too........ :)